Thoughts after a long stretch of drinking

My belief in the power of manifestation, i.e., “thinking it into existence,” has vanished into the night with my thigh gap and math skills—which is to say it was never here to begin with. It’s true, I posted online that all I wanted was a 1000 sq. ft. bungalow in New Jersey and within two weeks, signed the contract. But whenever I try to telepathically …